Doctor Fear

Sitting in my new doctors office for maybe the fourth time and I can’t believe how much has changed from that first visit. As I think about it I watch as a man says goodbye to the nurse, “I’m taking this,” he says holding up a Shape magazine and walks out, the nurse not even blinking an…

Sensitive

I am so sick and tired of being called sensitive. My whole life, I’ve been the ‘sensitive’ one in my family. The one who cries the most and ‘feels’ the most. It was a rarity that I could share my feelings without an eye roll, being told I was taking something the wrong way or…

Day 4 Of My 4-Day Detox

Ever since my Mom died, and even a few months before that, I began waking up around 4 or 5 am without being able to go back to sleep. Typically I smoke pot to help me back to sleep and to help with the pain of what I came to learn were my inflamed ovarian…

Day 3 Of My 4-Day Detox

There’s a reason they say the third day, or the middle of any cleanse is the most difficult. It’s the day they kick it up a notch. They day you don’t like what you’re eating. The day you’re ready to quit. Which was kind of a bummer because I started  the day so positive and…

Day Two Of My 4-Day Detox

I was off to a really good start after getting up around 7 and journaling right away to help a little pain that I was having. I then had warm lemon water with cayenne pepper and an 8 ounce glass of water. As part of the Floliving Course I am taking, I’m suppose to be…

Day One Of My Four Day Detox

Day one was all about easing into it which was nice. I got up early and journaled some feelings, didn’t some homework then went to the kitchen for my 8 ounce glass of water and to make breakfast. I also read the 4-Day Detox Plan I printed while I prepared my food so that I…

4 Day Detox Preparation

In order to prepare for the 4 day detox as discussed in the book Woman Code I have prepared some, but not all, of the foods listed. Why am I doing this? Well, the first time that I read Woman Code it was before I knew what was wrong with me. Before I was diagnosed with cysts. I liked…